Friday, August 27, 2010

A week to myself, ws it what I dreamt it would be?

Well I'm coming to a close to my week by myself. Yep that's right no kids and no husband. I used to dream about this day at least once a week if not more. You know a break I usually would just dream of 3 days because after all a whole week was just being ridicules. I mean that just never happens. Well, I finally got the wish of a lifetime. I finally got the chance to do what it is I dreamt of doing. Now I'm taking the time to look and see if I used my time wisely. Things that I dream of that I did do was I had a slumber party with girlfriends. It was like high school all over again but this time the main topic was kids and not boys!!! The other thing I did was go to the club,dance my ass off. get way too drunk and stay out way too late. Oh it was fun boy did I pay for it the next day! I haven't puked in the morning from drinking since before I was married. I know better! If you are that drunk puke the night before. Don't wait until the next morning!!! That shit SUCKS!!! Anyway, the light to this hanger hell I was in was I didn't have to deal with anybody! I pretty much stayed in bed all day which, leads to my next dream of days to myself. I would dream of spending the entire day in my bed reading like I used to when I was in college. So, still being slow and hung over on Monday, I spent the entire day in bed reading. And I do mean the entire day. I read two books. It was beautiful.

Now I get to thinking about the the things that I had the time and the chance to do but I didn't. I didn't exercise one day!!! Nothing. Why would I do that when the main reason I don't get as much exercise as I need is because my schedule with the kids. I had plenty of times I could have gone for a run. I did reserve a time for Yoga Tuesday night but thought it was better to talk with my friend and neighbor that I don't get to see very often. However, I am glad I did. I made the effort and got to hang out twice. So, I guess I did fulfill by dreams by spending time with friends and family. Without the family schedule holding me down I have time to spend with those that I love. Some I haven't seen in forever!

I need to sign off here but this alone time topic might not be done. I have been thinking that I really need to blog more because I have so many thought running through my head and they make me tired. Love to the small few people that took the time to read.